Omg a boyfriend XD
Heres the story XD
So I'm at university this year, it's cool and everything. But because I switched schools, well, like everyone, I ended up in some university away from my friends :(
I used to eat with this gothic girl, cuz I had no one else to eat with. Then I got tired of eating with her because she was always with those annoying 'friends' of hers. So I stopped eating with them. Sometimes I was eating with some random people I had seen in my classes, sometimes, depressingly, alone. So I thought, ok, who have you seen in your classes which you would like to be friends with? I thought of a guy, he's a shortie (I'm taller than him, and I'm 5'5) but he has his own friends and everything. So I talked to him, he's nice, but it's not what I need. I'm the kind of person who picks someone, and asks total fidelity XD. I became that person's or persons' universe. I'm a little possessive, I know lol. I had my eyes on another guy for a while. He's a little weird XD. I'm positive he has a girl brain, it's just obvious at the way the talks, holds his books, seems. I'd see him walk in the corridoors, and I'd say to myself, I'm going to know this guy one day, just you wait and watch. I only have him in history class, so I thought, ok, what should I do to pick his attention, enter his little universe? For 2 weeks, I sat on the same lunch table of him, but at the other corner. Most times I was eating with someone there, and from time to time, I'd trow a little glance towards him. He noticed it, slightly obviously. One time, he even gave the glance back, and we were just staring at each other for a few seconds. That was a little weird, but entertaining lol. He has such a beautiful face, it's a very soft face, it reminds me a girl face, but with a guy-face structure. He looks a little nerdy with his glasses, he has some large shoulders, and he's just average, not too big, not too thin.
Right, so I was sitting with this fat girl I made friends with, I was at one of the 2 corner chairs of the table, but she sat 2 places away from me, I dunno if it was intentional or not, doesnt matter. So, to be able to talk to her, I got one place towards the middle of the table, which also means closer to the guy, who was on the other side of the table. And one of girls with which he was eating with knew the girl I was talking with. So, she sat right next to me, in front of the girl, and I, well I was just next to her. Then, the guy moved towards her friend, which was right next to me, and the other girl he was eating with, got closer to the guy. Result? A big uniform group, in which I, the fat girl, the 2 weird girls, and of course, the guy, were. So they started talking, big talkers, talking about everything. I was a little shy so I didn't really jump in the conversation, besides, I barely know them. But I laughted at their jokes and everything, after a while, the guy moved one place towards me (but on the other side of the table). And the fat girl had to go finish a work, so she left. Result? On one side of the table: one weird girl, the other weirder girl, me, other side, in the middle, the guy. And he looked me in the eyes a lot, and so did I. Every time he had the chance, he'd look me strait in my eyes, and so would I, it was weird lol. He asked me about my astrological sign, told him, he seemed very impressed. I knew that he was already a fan of astrology because I had overheard him talking with a girl about that. And he just kept smiling at me all the time. I guess I was smilling a lot too. So like that, the whole dinner passed. Then I had a very boring class after the dinner. Then I had history class, the class in which the guy is. I didn't know what to do, go see him at his locker (it's near mine)? Wait till I see him in class, talk to him, not talk to him? I chose to go to class a little earlier, I waited in front of the door. And then he came, I was wondering what to do. But there we were, we just talked, naturally. He was all smiles again. Then the class ended, and I went to my locker to get my stuff, and I passed in front of his locker before going out, he gave me a big bright smile.
And this morning, I hadn't even talked to this guy at all. Isn't just crazy? It's really weird, how my life has changed in one single day. I'm sure he likes me a lot, and I like him a lot. A boyfriend? Perhaps, if it's going to happen it'll take a long time I think. But for now? I think I made a new friend XD. I'm not sure how to act or what to do, I just don't want to screw up things. But I guess I'm just going to do whatever it is I want to do, regardless of what I should do or not(in other words, what is socially acceptable). Is it polite, socially acceptable, to just go strait up and eat next to him, or close to him, next lunch? Is it too early, is it not? I'd like to do it, so I guess I'm going to do it.
Lol, this is just much more complicated that it seems =O. Meet him at his locker, or not? Go see him in class, or not? I wish the knew the answers. But yay for me, this day has been perfect XD
So I'm at university this year, it's cool and everything. But because I switched schools, well, like everyone, I ended up in some university away from my friends :(
I used to eat with this gothic girl, cuz I had no one else to eat with. Then I got tired of eating with her because she was always with those annoying 'friends' of hers. So I stopped eating with them. Sometimes I was eating with some random people I had seen in my classes, sometimes, depressingly, alone. So I thought, ok, who have you seen in your classes which you would like to be friends with? I thought of a guy, he's a shortie (I'm taller than him, and I'm 5'5) but he has his own friends and everything. So I talked to him, he's nice, but it's not what I need. I'm the kind of person who picks someone, and asks total fidelity XD. I became that person's or persons' universe. I'm a little possessive, I know lol. I had my eyes on another guy for a while. He's a little weird XD. I'm positive he has a girl brain, it's just obvious at the way the talks, holds his books, seems. I'd see him walk in the corridoors, and I'd say to myself, I'm going to know this guy one day, just you wait and watch. I only have him in history class, so I thought, ok, what should I do to pick his attention, enter his little universe? For 2 weeks, I sat on the same lunch table of him, but at the other corner. Most times I was eating with someone there, and from time to time, I'd trow a little glance towards him. He noticed it, slightly obviously. One time, he even gave the glance back, and we were just staring at each other for a few seconds. That was a little weird, but entertaining lol. He has such a beautiful face, it's a very soft face, it reminds me a girl face, but with a guy-face structure. He looks a little nerdy with his glasses, he has some large shoulders, and he's just average, not too big, not too thin.
Right, so I was sitting with this fat girl I made friends with, I was at one of the 2 corner chairs of the table, but she sat 2 places away from me, I dunno if it was intentional or not, doesnt matter. So, to be able to talk to her, I got one place towards the middle of the table, which also means closer to the guy, who was on the other side of the table. And one of girls with which he was eating with knew the girl I was talking with. So, she sat right next to me, in front of the girl, and I, well I was just next to her. Then, the guy moved towards her friend, which was right next to me, and the other girl he was eating with, got closer to the guy. Result? A big uniform group, in which I, the fat girl, the 2 weird girls, and of course, the guy, were. So they started talking, big talkers, talking about everything. I was a little shy so I didn't really jump in the conversation, besides, I barely know them. But I laughted at their jokes and everything, after a while, the guy moved one place towards me (but on the other side of the table). And the fat girl had to go finish a work, so she left. Result? On one side of the table: one weird girl, the other weirder girl, me, other side, in the middle, the guy. And he looked me in the eyes a lot, and so did I. Every time he had the chance, he'd look me strait in my eyes, and so would I, it was weird lol. He asked me about my astrological sign, told him, he seemed very impressed. I knew that he was already a fan of astrology because I had overheard him talking with a girl about that. And he just kept smiling at me all the time. I guess I was smilling a lot too. So like that, the whole dinner passed. Then I had a very boring class after the dinner. Then I had history class, the class in which the guy is. I didn't know what to do, go see him at his locker (it's near mine)? Wait till I see him in class, talk to him, not talk to him? I chose to go to class a little earlier, I waited in front of the door. And then he came, I was wondering what to do. But there we were, we just talked, naturally. He was all smiles again. Then the class ended, and I went to my locker to get my stuff, and I passed in front of his locker before going out, he gave me a big bright smile.
And this morning, I hadn't even talked to this guy at all. Isn't just crazy? It's really weird, how my life has changed in one single day. I'm sure he likes me a lot, and I like him a lot. A boyfriend? Perhaps, if it's going to happen it'll take a long time I think. But for now? I think I made a new friend XD. I'm not sure how to act or what to do, I just don't want to screw up things. But I guess I'm just going to do whatever it is I want to do, regardless of what I should do or not(in other words, what is socially acceptable). Is it polite, socially acceptable, to just go strait up and eat next to him, or close to him, next lunch? Is it too early, is it not? I'd like to do it, so I guess I'm going to do it.
Lol, this is just much more complicated that it seems =O. Meet him at his locker, or not? Go see him in class, or not? I wish the knew the answers. But yay for me, this day has been perfect XD
posted by Deliciously Demented at 12:15 p.m.
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